The last week or so I’ve been under the weather emotionally. Many things go through my mind on a daily basis that I worry about. Some of which I can talk about with the hubby and some that are very hard to talk about. This way of life is still a learning experience for me. For the last so many years before we got married I’ve only had to answer to one person (me) and occasionally another person or two (the parents) so it’s hard to go from that to this. Believe me that the hubby is my absolute best friend but even when he wasn’t, it wasn’t like I told my best friend everything. I’ve never told another soul everything about me. I just don’t think you can. I know I don’t know absolutely everything about the hubby and I know it’s not possible. But what I know is enough. As I said before, I am still learning and I don’t doubt that I will continue to live and learn.
I am getting bigger pregnancy wise. It seems like in the last week, I feel the weight of being pregnant. I am starting to look more pregnant but not so much “cute” pregnant. Ah well… perhaps it will change in the next few weeks. As far as feeling the weight, I can tell that I am starting to feel it when I walk around because I am not as “spry” as I used to be. I am beginning to waddle more though I know it’s not too noticeable right now. I’m still loving being pregnant though and am amazed at how my tummy grows day by day. The hubby is thrilled to and I know he’ll be even more thrilled when the baby starts to kick up a storm. That will probably happen in a few weeks.
We need photos of the growing peanut.
Comment by gia — January 20, 2006 @ 6:00 pm