It’s the fifth day of the New Year and not really much going on. The hubby is working hard as usual and we’re still trying to clean up after the holidays. Actually I’m trying to clean up and don’t seem to have the energy to do so. This morning I woke up with a serious case of the blahs. I’m really not sure what’s causing it except that perhaps my hormones are out of whack and thus making me have some rollercoaster emotions. I guess I’m both excited and scared about this baby. Excited because I’ve always wanted to have a child but also scared because of how my life or rather our lives will change. I know things will be difficult but I don’t think it was easy for anyone having a child. If it was, I’d be very surprise. I think things will be okay and that having this child will be the light of our lives. We are seriously ready to have a family despite being married only a short while.
Other than that, there are many things going through my mind lately. I really can’t or rather don’t want to talk about them at the moment. Hopefully I’ll feel better in a few days.